Chapter 61 of From Pebbles To Pathways
Upon my return from Washington, I did a meditation that had a strong effect on me. It had to do with seeing the darkness (that I translated to fear and pain) that still resided in my body and emotions. It was very evident to me during my session with Chuck that I still held onto these feelings. Given that there was so much to be cleared, I thought, how much more is there that I am still not aware of? Even if I have a certain amount of dedication and insight, how can I help others if I still have places in me to heal? In the meditation I saw myself trying to break away from the lurking darkness, but no matter how hard and how many times I tried to break free from it, it was always there. I also saw how the darkness shrouds this entire planet. I saw interwoven threads of gold and lightness melting away the darkness, but the darkness was immense; it was overwhelming.
